so, its been awhile

I havent posted a new blog for months... wow... I suck!!! I have a good excuse... I have been busy planning my wedding and getting married... so ya... it was amazing! I cried all day long, even walking down the isle. people said I was shaking when I was standing their saying my vows... I dunno... I was so happy, but a bit sad, its kinda like one more step away from the innocence of being a child. I love being married, I love Daniel...He makes me smile when I dont want to. He makes me glow on my gloomiest days. When my world is upside down he gives his to me and makes me feel better. He makes me feel more beautiful then every girl, even when I look like crap. He makes me feel appreciated. He makes fun of me, but in a good way. I just love how he loves me, and I love how I can love him back. He is one of a kind, never to be replaced. He has gorgeouse eyes (he hates when I say that), a smile I melt over, and a heart of gold. Hearing his voice makes me sigh with content. My everything. His kisses are sweet, and his hugs are addicting, and I get high off his scent. He is the reason I get up in the mornings. Reason I strive to stay alive. He holds my heart. He makes my tears die away. He knows who I am front inside and back. His touch is soothing and makes my knees weak. My first and only love. I am excited to see what married life is like. We both know that the passion fades away for a bit, and some days the friendship is more like two boats passing eachother in the night. We have a very open relationship, (everyone keeps asking that I have no idea why...) so ya... I feel so wired being this in love... its not me... but for some reason this tuff broad is compleatly lost in love....