Statistics, ratio's, medical journals, and percentages all state that I should not be staring at my positive pregnancy test right now.
What kind of chance does a women with hypothyroidism, poly-cystic overies, obesity, anti-phosphil lipid anti-bodies, previous miscarriages, amenorrhea, anovulation cycles, and an past ectopic pregnancy have in getting pregnant? I should have a better chance at winning the lottery than getting pregnant AND caring a pregnancy to term.
Statistics must not have met my God.
My God has promised me a healthy pregnancy... Whether or not His promise is this current pregnancy... I will have to wait and see.
"Shouldn't you wait and see how this progresses before you tell everyone? What if you loose this baby too?"
Getting pregnant is a huge blessing for Daniel and I... a miracle... This baby is wanted... loved and I praise God for this big fat positive.
God has not given us a spirit of fear... but Daniel and I wouldn't be human if we were not terrified. So we wait and put our trust in God.
Today I had my first OB appointment. Dr. Perry is such a God send... I truly believe God uses doctors to perform modern day miracles... Perry put me on Progesterone... again... I apologizes in advance for the spontaneous demonstrations of emotions that accompany the Progesterone medication. I serisouly become a crazy person when I am on them.
I had vial after vial of blood drawn... super fun...
Next week I go in for a sonogram... and Perry will determine whether or not I will need injectable blood thinners... more specifically, Lovenox. I do not want to have to stab my belly every day... but I will ya know.
36 weeks to go!
"my heart may sing to you and not be silent. O LORD my God, I will give you thanks forever" Psalm 30:12