Five years ago today

Daniel purposed to me on our "One year dating anniversary"...

We have been a couple for six years now.... that just boggles my mind!

Big Fat Positive

Statistics, ratio's, medical journals, and percentages all state that I should not be staring at my positive pregnancy test right now.

What kind of chance does a women with hypothyroidism, poly-cystic overies, obesity, anti-phosphil lipid anti-bodies, previous miscarriages, amenorrhea, anovulation cycles, and an past ectopic pregnancy have in getting pregnant? I should have a better chance at winning the lottery than getting pregnant AND caring a pregnancy to term.

Statistics must not have met my God.

My God has promised me a healthy pregnancy... Whether or not His promise is this current pregnancy... I will have to wait and see.

"Shouldn't you wait and see how this progresses before you tell everyone? What if you loose this baby too?"

Getting pregnant is a huge blessing for Daniel and I... a miracle... This baby is wanted... loved and I praise God for this big fat positive.

God has not given us a spirit of fear... but Daniel and I wouldn't be human if we were not terrified. So we wait and put our trust in God.

Today I had my first OB appointment. Dr. Perry is such a God send... I truly believe God uses doctors to perform modern day miracles... Perry put me on Progesterone... again... I apologizes in advance for the spontaneous demonstrations of emotions that accompany the Progesterone medication. I serisouly become a crazy person when I am on them.

I had vial after vial of blood drawn... super fun...

Next week I go in for a sonogram... and Perry will determine whether or not I will need injectable blood thinners... more specifically, Lovenox. I do not want to have to stab my belly every day... but I will ya know.

36 weeks to go!

"my heart may sing to you and not be silent. O LORD my God, I will give you thanks forever" Psalm 30:12

Turning Two

I find myself at a loss for words right now. How to put the last two years of Elijah into a blog?
I can't...


He is the joy of my life... my purpose... my baby... my heart's song walking around with a sippy cup... my son.
I am so honored that God found me perfect to be Elijah's mommy...
and today that blessing is two years old.

My husband... the College Graduate

Thursday September 16th, 2010 ... Daniels last day of school.

The nine months Daniel has worked part time and has done various odd jobs to make ends meat. He has been an amazing full time Dad and full time husband... all while being a full time student.

He is a great provider for our little family and I am so thankful for him.

I am so proud of him!

An angel in the Book of Life wrote down my baby's birth, then quietly closed it whispering, ’Too beautiful for earth.’

Dear God,


Today I really miss my babies. Please give them extra kisses for me.


-Sarah